my life: 2012

Thursday, December 27, 2012

Not a good Holiday

I been out of work for like two months and is been the worst two months ever in my entire time since i arrive to this country i haven't been able to buy s christmas present for my sons and i am very upset about that i have no money and i don't start work till next year also i couldn't even help my family either my brother text me that the place where they were staying the owner kick them out cause they dint pay the rent and when he ask for help i couldn't even provide that and now i don't even know what is happening to them

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Another day in my life

I applied online a couple of trucking companies hopefully someone call me or atleast give me a chance to drive without to many qualification cause my license is new and i never drive a tractor trailer on the road the guy who live next door talk in his job but i need to had 3 months with the license other wise i be driving already Also i have another month to think about it if i want to moved or stay but in the meant time i have to keep checking other companies that do the training to see if i can go with then i pray to god that put me in the right direction and made me do the right choice

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Moving to California

I have a little dilema in my mind cause i dont know if i stay here in florida or move to california i always want it to move out florida for a very long time i have that in my mind but the place i want to moved is new York however any place would be fine as long is out of here also a lot of trucking companies are not hiring people from Florida that would be one of the advantage of moving out of here and also my kids can see something diffrent and hopefully i got better luck there still have till the 31 of this month to know what i want to do whatever i decide is going to be for the better

Finally got my CDL CLASS A

just got my cdl class A yesterday and i was so happy that i did however now is getting a little dificult to get a job because i need to have at least 3 monthOTR or 160 hours from a certificate school which i dont have either i just got my license on a school that teach u the basic stuff to get it quickly however i have to find the way soon couse i already told my job that i am living soon i have to go to one of the school that provide training in order to get hired and the list is not to long cause some of the school are not hiring people from Florida there is CRST , CR ENGLAND , PRIME INC, STEVENS TRANSPORT and couple more whatever i decide have to be do fast

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Friday, April 20, 2012

“Another day in my Life”

Is been a long time since I write about my life and all the daily struggles I have tried to keep it together and stay positive but sometimes is really hard we all the weight resting on my shoulder and looking for ways to make it better I am not saying that I am a quitter other wise I would have done long time ago I love my kids I do anything for them and not saying they are the reason of me feeling frustrate but the little thing that happened in daily is what get me to the point that I am ready to walk out and never to be hear from me ever again.... and sometimes I feel if I do that I be making the biggest mistake of my life by leaving my kids to a life of struggles and pain and I don’t want that to happened but in the back of my mind feel like I don’t give shit no more and disappear forever and deal with the consequents later on but I stood my ground and keep dealing with the everyday problems and look on the bright side that one day thing will be better and days like this I miss my mother so much I wish she is here with me giving me advise and me talking to her like we use before she past away but I know she always be watching me and her grandkids

For all the right or wrong reason I have to keep moving forward and never give up no just for me but for my kids they are little to understand what life struggles is about and I don’t want them to deal with that by me no being there when they need me the most

Hopefully today and the rest of the weekend I figure out what I want to do before is to late and I can calm my mind down my head feel like is going to explode .....