Saturday, January 19, 2013

More of my thoughts

No matter how hard i tried not to think about why my life is been ups and down mostly downs is the only think on my mind i want to be positive but i cant figure out i worry to much i am always in a bad mood am not as loving parent with my kids anymore is like ever time they are around me i am pushing them away and i don't like that want to change but don't know how i want to be better for my kids and i find myself struggling at times something is missing and i need to figure out soon or ill be to late before i realize the damage

Friday, January 18, 2013

I need help

I need a job fast something that help me make money as soon as possible or i be living on the street if any one knows something let me know

This is my contact email: robertocosa10@gmail.com

Today anything can happen

Today is the day where unexpected can happen and i am hoping it doesn't i need more time to turn my life around and get back on track
God i need ur help once more i know i fail u in the past but i am ready to follow u all the way no matter how tough the situation is

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Who win the AFC Championship Game

This is me i might not be an expert or have enough knowledge about the game but one thing lots of people agree on is that Tom Brady is one of the best ever and he know when to turn the switch on and he is poise for another shot at the Lombardi Trophic and this sunday he will prove why the New England Patriots are in a class of there own in the AFC and mo other team no matter how hard they tried never going to be able to catch the Pats
I know that everyone can be beating on any given Sunday but not this time Tom is ready to claim his 4 rings and nothing will stand in his way not even the ravens even know they are playing lights out and they beat Payton Manning and the #1 seat Broncos in there home but Payton is not Tom Brady he will do Whatever it takes to get the job done and this sunday is not going to be any different get ready New Orleans The Pats are coming to the Super Bowl

More of my Life

I been having problem turning my life since i moved to ca from fl i got this job driving truck over the road and for some reason i don't want to go back is not that i am scared or anything about it is that i miss my kids i want it to find another job but living here is kinda expensive and the only job besides a degree to earn decent money is driving truck i quit the job the moment i got back from the training i been without a job for almost 3 month and on monday i am planing to go back to do orientation and get rehired again so i can finish the contract and be able to drive for another company solo i don't like driving in team hopefully tomorrow god will help us to stay a lot longer in this house till i be able to saved money and find a better place

Sad thoughts

Ever since my Mom die three years ago my life has not been the same i a sense that my mother and i were very close i can talk about anything with her and she was always someone i look up to but when she lost the battle with cancer and i never got the chance to talk to her one last time was and still real hard for me to understand and still to this day i question god about it people always say she is in a better place and i say thats bullshit she should be here watching her two grandson growing up and spend time with them but i guess is life u live and die sooner or later no one can escape thar but in the end u never moved on always stay in ur heart

Thursday, December 27, 2012

Not a good Holiday

I been out of work for like two months and is been the worst two months ever in my entire time since i arrive to this country i haven't been able to buy s christmas present for my sons and i am very upset about that i have no money and i don't start work till next year also i couldn't even help my family either my brother text me that the place where they were staying the owner kick them out cause they dint pay the rent and when he ask for help i couldn't even provide that and now i don't even know what is happening to them