Another day in my life

I have to move to another place and I only got a week to do it if not they will come and evicted me and that can happened not at this point in my life I need to get my life back on track no matter what for now I be sleeping in the car till I gather money to rent me in another place is last month has been really hard on me no money no food for like a week stretching the little I have in order to go to work cause I cant afford to lose my job and can’t afford to lose my car either I know thing will get better in time sometimes we wish for thing when we see thing happened to us but the more we want thing quickly some times I takes time in order to develop in something better  hopefully for me it will I never been in this situation before but I will learn from mistake and be more caution next time and how I spend my money so I don’t have to worry about anymore some people will say god is forgot about them but no me I am mad at god for one thing for taking my mother to early and is going to be almost two year since she pass away and I learn to understand why he make those call and also now I know that my mother is in a good place with no pain whatsoever and that she is happy but even know I got that conform is hard not to see her here and hear her voice but in time I will see her again about my problem I will face it head on with no shame