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I love my life and everyone in it however some times I feel like I want to disappear out this world and start in a place new with none one to know me and start over with no mistakes that I have made over the years don’t get me wrong I love my kids they are the best thing that happened to me I a very long time but some times I feel like I am trapped in box and I cant get out and no matter what I do to get free I keep falling more and more I want to be a truck driver so I can at least be free even if it is for a moment and be able to see the country from one end to the other like I say don’t get me wrong as soon as I leave I am going to missed them like crazy but I have to do it other wise when all this is over I be saying to myself what happened all the goal the I have never realize because I was holding back and I don’t want to use that as excuse I want to be able to say I did it and there is not regret every one else is doing it why not me and also that is my family future of at least a better life and I am wasting to much time and every minute that pass by is an eternity and cant not be wasted with excuses life is such short some times that when we realize is all over and I don’t want to be one of those that never get to realize his dream no not me hopefully before the year end I be able to complete my training and get my cdl class a and be on the road at the start of next year and achieve my  goals and dream and provide to my family a better life with no more worries

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I am taking this time to talk about my life situation meaning financial I want to give my kids the very best in life but sometimes is not good enough I tried harder to find my way so I can provide them with everything I dint have and is not because my parent dint give it to me is because the situation in Cuba was hard for them to even get a break there situation was so bad that my father had enough of the country that he decide to reopen his case and come to united stated of the America so he can provided at least good living for us and he did and I always love my father for that and for everything he done for me he could have choose to leave when he had that chance but he dint want to leave his family behind he could have been in a good situation if he choose to leave but he never want to be away from his family I was a born baby and my brother was like 1 or 2 years old so that the thing I love about my father and over the years he is been there for me so I want to be there for mine three kids no matter what I started taking class to get my cdl class a license cause I hear that truck drivers make good money and fast money even though they have to be separate from there family for long period of time but I think is worth it cause at the end the result is much better and I am going to be able to at least give my kids more than what I have done in the past and also I be able to have at least some relief financial hope everything goes according to plan and I be able to realize some of my goals