I create this blog so I can
express myself in stuff that happened with my life and around but there one
particular thing I like talk about and that is about being who you are and not
let anyone or anything change the foundation that has always been the person in
you and no matter what happened no one can make you believe different my point
is I meet this girl long time ago probably 2 o 3 years ago our relation never
went to the next level because we never give a chance to each other to make
work but I still talking to her and now she is married and she give birth last
week so I tell her to check out my blog and tell me what she think of what she
saw the first thing that came out her words was you have three kids wow you
never told me that that’s why our relation never went to the next level and all
and I realize that no matter what I say is never good enough for her I say how
you feeling never got any respond back so my real point to this is yes I have
three kid two that our really mine and one that I consider mine also I raise
that kid since she was 2 years old and there real father was never around
father is not the one that create is the one that is there in good times and
bad that what real fathers do and she is upset because she find out I write
that I have three kids I found out that she was married after she did it and I
was a little mad but not to the point to when she write me something not to
respond back so I realize that I really enjoy the way I am when I was in Cuba
in school I never let any one change who I am I was not popular but I never had
any problem scoring girls and I did fall in love when I was in 8 grade I really
love that girl but them again it was not my time to be together with her we
never take the relation to the next level we end that never talking to each
other again and even know we were at the same school we past in front out each
other like there were no one there and I dint feel bad or anything like that I
did end that with some one else and I was enjoin myself everything she see me
with her so back to my point again never let any one change some times when you
change who you are to please some one or tried to be different than what you
really are never work out in fact is always for the worst don’t get me wrong
people can change but when I am talking about change I don’t mean that if you
were a bad person and want to be a good person you can do it I am not talking
about that change I am talking about when people want to change your
personality they tried to make you feel bad and you have to say stuff very carefully
that you don’t want to offend any one my mother rip she had a personality like
no other she was funny , happy person to be around but she had that one thing
that people hated when something bother her she automatically let you know
whether you like it or not she cannot stay with that inside and that’s one of
the thing I really like about her she maybe saying what no one want to hear but
she dint care cause that who she was and she was not changing her ways so I never
was like her like that I do say what is on my mind but I may take me more time
to say it than her but when I say it I don’t care how I say it or who I say it
what is done is done I usually don’t regret at the end even know is not good
but that’s how I am and I be like that till I died so for people out there that
want to change there personality to impress or please some one you may tried
but at the end everything goes back to the way it was before no matter how hard
they want to tried take it for me I been there
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